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The power of music....
ajose
The power of music.....

I'm still listening to Titanic's soundtrack and that goes with my present moment's mood...
Not in the sinking's way, though... Quite the opposite; in the way that even when something don't go our way, some circumstances don't are in our favor, one can always fight and try to make it better.

And that's exactly what I'm feeling right now.

I still have a number of questions to take care of and I've already decided how I'll be acting in face of what will happened in the near future. It's not my choice, though, the actions of others, but it is my own the way I'll act following it.

I'm still very curious to see what will be my place within 2 months or less;
I know that's not my decision. But I'm curious, anyway....
Not worried as whatever happens, it won't be too much different from some passed events and I survived to them...
To prove it, here I am and although I can't say yet I've accomplished all my goals, I'm still above water's surface and my haul is intact....

I've a pretty good idea of what must be done and it's timming although I really need some more stability around me.
Normally I'm the pillar in which so many come to relly upon that some times I wonder if they really are aware of what I really feel and pass through... (I'm not complaining, though.... I do believe that without it I can not become more and more capable of resolving whatever problem life puts in my path....)

But it's really funny to see people making statements and taking so much absolute positions and then see them failing to their assertations some little time ahead....
Normally I don't say a thing, just observe, as I believe it's quite rude to take an advantage on someone when he/she is failing, just to make a point for myself....
It's rather better to use it as a self learning experience and try to be sure I don't make the same errors when such occasion eventually arises in the future...

I'm aware that is one of the things that makes me have the necessary strength to carry through and ahead.

I'm flexible (was I not born under the sky of Gemini?...) but besides the strength that beefing flexible gives, it has also it's weakness and week points.
I'm not invulnerable, nor do I pretend to be.
Is by understanding exactly what I can and can not do, what I've already learned and what I still have to learn that I can be sure that whatever I may find in my way, I'll finish up to sail to my own destination port.

Quite often I have in my mind that the winner is not only the one who finishes in first place;
that is just one part of the story.

Quite often I wonder if I'm suited for this competitive world where reaching first is claimed to be the most important feature...
But then I see most of those who just rushed into the finish line to drop out and/or not being able to finish the whole event after having arrive at the finish line in first place for the first times, that I can't help feeling that the rabbit and the turtle fable might have happened after all.....

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Actually............

(Anonymous)
I find Robert Miles' music (in particular Dreamland) as motivational.

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