August 22nd, 2001

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Do you know what I'm doing right now?

Well, taking advantage from the fact that I'm here, near the computer, working a little, this nigh, I have my youngest, here with me, so his mother can sleep a little!

Last night and all day, yesterday, he was waking up hourly and wanted to eat more (or should I say to drink?....)
He is going to be one month old next day 25 but I can already see the difference in size and weight; I think that this is his 1st "jump" in his growing.

Anyway, I proposed this as it's quite hard to see her tired, all day, without being able to sleep as much as she needs.
In fact, she should be able to get to sleep almost instantaneously, as I can when I'm tired, but it is not that way, unfortunately.

Anyway, I certainly don't care nor mind to be with my son and feed him whenever he demands it, so she can sleep what she needs.
Being a father is to be present and I do intend to use every day I still have and can be here at home, to help as much as possible, although some stuff I have to do will see some delays, because as soon I start working again (and the Gods know how that is necessary, for the much I would like to be possible to be with them all the time, for a long, long time) I'll be very much more limited in time and energy!

Even yesterday, on the afternoon, I should have used the time I had while everyone was sleeping to do things I have to finish but I was so tired that the only thing I could do was to lay down in the coach and have a nap, too!

Anyway, I'm not complaining though.
Although I can worry quite a lot about what happens and what is to happen I always try to not let anything be perceptible outside as it won't make any good to anyone to increase the worries that someone already have, be them justified or not.

So, let's see what tomorrow brings as I'm waiting for a phone call that will decide what I'm going to do next and in the following months.
And while it doesn't arrive, the best thing I can do is to carry on with what I have already in my hands!....
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The night went well and my youngest only woke up at 6h30 for the first time!.....

But by 9h30m I was quite slow and I think that I took a little nap while here at the computer.
Anyway, everything due in the regular routines here is already done and soon we are going to have lunch.

Then it will be the routine to put my eldest to bed for an afternoon nap and I hope that while everyone is sleeping, I'll be able to get out as I have a number of things to attend outside.

Anyway, today I'm going to fight again with this hardware and try to discover definitively why it fails after some time of work (it can go from hours to days and for the moment, I just know that it is not the motherboard and the processor....)

I really wished I would have more time to be here and make my Mex4thOS go faster but I won't have.
I'm quite happy with what I've done and defined so far and I'm getting a very good general picture of it, although there is a lot to be done, yet.

It's development and the ideas for it's development (among other things) can be followed here and here.
It's a work still in progress, though, so anything already there can still be change in the future although things are already very much stable in the realm of definitions.

Beside that, I just want to wish you all a very good and productive day!