I traded it for a dinner but unfortunelly taht couldn't also be done....
Nevertheless, I don't feel it has a loss.
I don't know if it is the music I've been listening to all day (Enya - Paint the Sky with Stars) or anything else, but I'm at peace with myself and quite confident from the future ahead.
There are yet to many details to be settled and known, but I just feel that I'll succeed in the end.
Anyway, the cake is dued and will be delivered!